Why did it have to be me?

Why did it have to be me? Why someone like me would go through a lot in her life. I know we all have up and downs. But do people really do see how we feel inside of us? No, they don’t see the hurt. They do see us being happy on the outside they just don’t know how we really feel. And I have been through a lot I have moved three times and I have to say it was not fun. No! I just did not give up from not going to church just because of it. Or maybe a loved one in your family is not in church and they have been in church all their lives. You would not say well I’ll just go ahead and just drop out of the church. Just because this happen or that happen. No, if I did that I would punish my self and be upset. When something happens to just give up keep going to church and pray for them and ask God to be there and guide them and pray that everything would be ok. Some of you don’t know I did go through a lot and it is not easy. I did not give up I was raised in the church. To come and ask God to forgive us. And to pray for our friends and family. But I can say that devil will never win a battle. And he can’t take our joy from us. All I can say about this is true I know but when you pray to God and ask God he is always there for you.